Freestyling On the Internets.

i talk to you to talk to you~ it is not bad
im not trying to win
nor achieve some enlightened state
this is more natural when all the BS drops way
so to allow that is my grace
it is
naturally occuring phenomena
and when im at "my best"
my life isnt as easy as most outsiders would presume
i have one very conscious conscience
and this world is full of fucked upness
i dont have to look far~ to see the arrogance
ignorance
and where i can lend a helping hand... isnt africa
its my own temple
its my dad
its my street
its the misconceptions floating in whirlwinds through my friends, which eventually become my responsibility~ or they did..
so i felt
to bring me to this point now
now i just want to retain all i have learned and not utilize it within egos realm
but go the final steps
and im wondering
what is my big lesson this lifetime
what have i not clearly transcended
im close to finding out
when i do itll be my greatest gift
for i will be free
to play as i work
and work as i play
in service of the greater good
and oneness
i want to know what ive missed, theres something aloof...
cuz i know ive never intended to hurt anyone unless it was self defence
so why should i feel all this hurt
itsundeserving
call it biased but its my truth
pluto is whispering something .. time for me to listen


- By Jordan Tal,
Male 26, Urbanista, as written in the wee hours of the night over a electronic chat application